Bright-BlueEyes

Hey there. I don't think I've properly introduced myself
My name is Debora.
and I am the person behind sparks.

I've been gone traveled for awhile focused on myself spiritually and mentally and life has been nice 😌

I don't know who is reading this
Or if they really care
But that's okay, I haven't exactly been "there" for anyone for awhile.

I don't use DA as much since I've been trying to focus on other things and in growing as a person.

Those of you who have been here since the beginning, may know how childish and a bit stupid I used to be haha. I was younger but now I'm older and I've developed different tastes and interests.

However art is still one of my main priorities and I've been improving greatly. I took some time off to try out different styles and not be all distracted. I haven't been motivated to do any commissions or anything so if I owe you points or anything please message me and I will try to get back to you, DA hasn't let me give points for whatever reason so if that's still a problem I might just have to suck it up and do them lol.

Another thing I may add, is that I was a part of the ppg fandom and don't get me wrong, the show will always be a childhood favorite and I still will always be a part of the fandom, but I've grown to like many other things and different animes and shows so my main focus won't really be that anymore and I think that's also why I've been avoiding this site because so many of my amazing friends from here I found from that fandom so I would never wanna disappoint. But running from problems like that is never the answer and I apologize for not saying anything sooner


Lastly, since I don't use da as much(not quitting), I will be creating an Instagram art page and will inform those of you that are my friends from here, you won't have to reveal yourself or anything but knowing you can still watch me grow gives me peace 😌


I love you all! I'll try to upload doodles once in awhile and still chat a bit because this is the place I always used to go for inspiration


I especially apologize to Paula
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And nabby


You guys are amazing and have pushed me forward to do better things and I appreciate that so much 💖
So thank you

And thank you everyone for all the love and support

Signed-

Debora

I've been on a long hiatus and I haven't been messaging people as much as I used to, I'm sorry for that and I shouldn't have ignored everyone and left without a single explanation. I've gotten depressed a bit because I live with so many people in my house and my older sister sucks and all she ever does is ruin my chance of happiness.

I'm not even exaggerating

I got depressed for a while and it made me slightly give up on art, not completely. but it was like everything I drew wasn't good enough and I just couldn't stand to look at my own art, causing me not to finish any of the commissions that people paid me to do in the past year, and Paulie if you read this I'm sorry about your commission I had it done but I was in a sobbing and raging fit and I just ripped up every fucking thing in my sketchbooks and I completely forgot it was your butchubbles comission and I can't forgive myself for that.

I'm sorry to everyone for not being here with you all, I won't get too into detail about my problems but I want to start anew

I'm better now and I know for sure that I'll be posting more and more. I don't want to lose anymore friendships that I already have and I want everyone that I haven't talked to, to know that I still love you no matter what.

Im happy now and I feel better about myself and I'm going to work on my issues.

please message me and I WILL get back to you
if you have made a commission with me tell me and I will get right on it, this year is going to be different

this year will be better
and this year I become a new person


I'm sorry for leaving

but I'm back and I'm here to stay